Rock Climber Girl - blogging by Sara, a pacific northwest woman who rock climbs
2010-03-10
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It's been a strange winter, but I'm starting to come out from my
hibernation. Only it hasn't been hibernation... it's been a strange
experience in constant motion for the last few months... very little
rest, a very lot of movement, and very little of any of it within as
much of my own direction or control as I've become accustomed to. The
short version might be, "Shit happens." So, whatever I'd call it, here I am. I'm holed up for a couple of days
in soft-water Spokane Valley, WA, in a kinda ok hotel. Work is full,
and fun, and interesting, and really a dream come true kind of setup...
I get to travel, meet new and interesting people who play outside, and
talk a bit about gear, but mostly play outside and talk about playing
outside. There's a strange new learning, in this kind of worktravel blend. I
hang the "do not disturb" sign like other professional
travelers I've observed, so that the privacy of my chaotic little
sanctuary away from home is the same when I return to it as when I leave
it... a universal constant I take for granted at home. My systems for
keeping organized are getting better. I'm trying to make more time for
phone calls to friends and family (I'm failing miserably at that one, at
the moment, but hopefully I'll improve). I'm getting better about
eating well, and I'm determined to get better about exercising even
while I'm on the road. I can feel myself slipping into expedition mode,
where I have brief, meaningful interactions with strangers I may or may
not ever see again, but whose time and words and smiles I value because
I miss the human interaction normally delivered by my close friends and
family. Last week I set off for Nelson, BC for a ski event (which rocked, by the
way) and a big stretch of the trip from Spokane through Metalline Falls,
across the border and into Nelson was brand new to me. It was ground
I'd never covered before, even though it's only a day's drive from home.
I'm enjoying that part of my job... it won't always be new, but when it
is, it's great. I have a bit of a dormant travel virus in me... last
year's big trip was a flare-up, but since then, I've been in a bit of a
recovery mode. Driving through new terrain in my home state made it
flare up, just a bit.I haven't been climbing much... partly, my personal life took over
everything else there for a few weeks, and I'm still digging out a bit.
Partly, I've been dealing with a nagging injury from last December, and
my body finally issued a stop work order a few weeks ago that even I
wasn't able to set aside. Some self-care has been in order, and is in
order, for awhile to come.My harness doesn't tighten down quite the way it should... my training
dropped off entirely for a few necessary weeks. During that time, life
was family -> work -> family -> work ... lather, rinse and
repeat. It was a bit of a blessing in disguise, since the covalent
bonds that connect me to the people I love and who love me back are ...
not stronger, since they're always strong, but I've been reminded of
them, and now's a good time for that, since my life is even a little
less conventional right now than my normal level of unconventional. As I move through this world so close to home but not home, I'm thinking
a lot about friends who are getting ready to head to far flung places.
This Everest season is unlike years past for me, where I was able to
lightly follow the action
from the comfort of my laptop and then watch the post-season
documentaries with my climbing friends as a form of entertainment, this
season is closer to home. I'm thinking positive thoughts of health,
safety and success for each friend headed for the mountain -- the
blessing bestowed upon me during my wander through the region last fall. I'm looking forward to the next few days of work, and then to a few days
closer to home, hopefully involving friends, family, and playing
outside. And probably, a whole lot of salad and trail running. Next
week, if plans hold, takes me down to Red Rock for the Red Rock
Rendezvous, an event that will truly blur the line between work and play
for me. I'm hoping for at least a bit of cragging while I'm there...
I'm not in epic, long, trad-leading shape, at the moment, but I am
excited about the prospect for getting in some bolt clipping in between
work commitments while I'm there and seeing so many friends (and making
so many new ones) all in one place.If you've emailed / messaged / commented / etc and not gotten a response
from me, I apologize. I usually manage to keep up, but just trust me
when I say that the last few months have been unusual to a degree that I
just wasn't able to respond to everything. I did / do read everything,
though, and appreciate all the support and encouragement and concern and
love, and look forward to life returning to a more normal level of
abnormal, and being able to keep in touch better than I have been.Take good care, and hopefully it won't be a month before my next post.